Aftermath: Leilah's Death
Leilah’s DEATH puts many things into focus. For over a decade we have been unjustly abused and harassed by people of deep racist, colorist, and unprofound/unprovoked insecurities. Her death puts things into perspective not for myself, but for the people who have been living in delusion and comfortable exploiting, stalking and harming us (that includes people who supported/protected the abusers)..
“Oh, it’s not that serious. You’re too sensitive. You’re making a big deal out of nothing…” etc. are insensitive comments generated from the public in order to evade or lessen judgement/punishment for the offenses made against Leilah and I. Society long believed they’d spend more decades torturing us, might even temporary patch us up before destroying our bodies all over again, and would even go as far as wanting/wishing us to die but never really expecting it. Leilah’s death and my own declining health makes their dark fantasies become real life events they are 100% guilty and responsible of. The horrendous actions taken against my family and I for capital gain, ego, perversion, etc.
“Well, if Chalise actually dies then who’s next? Maybe I’ll be the best suck up I can so they won’t kill me. Or maybe we should speak out now hoping they’ll stop abusing people altogether.
For years, people were pretending everything was under their control even to the point where they saw Leilah’s health go up and down. Society heavily expected to “band-aid the damage” while leaving me the burden to be on top of routine maintenance (ie. diet and drug administration) or having to undergo surgery, paying expenses, and other unnecessary burdens that I should’ve never had to deal with in the first place while STILL being abused and tortured. In the
And while Leilah (my baby, baby girl) is gone, I can take comfort that she can no longer be harmed by them— they may do other things with their wickedness, but her spirit is at rest and I will always speak highly of her.